Life is Beautiful...Live!

Today I am so very thankful to one of my long distance clients while working with whom I realized to the fact that I was allowing a big chunk of my energy dissipating for a silly reason. Also thankful to the person who was the major sucker and appeared in the whole saga as the protector. On confronting the sucker showed the true colors. Thank God after a few hours of being startled I came back to sanity and for the first time in the current life chose not to let it continue. Very happy and energized to feel my complete energy once again. It's good to share but allowing somebody to use your things even knowledge (based on your own research) stealthily so is allowing abuse in a hidden form. Have allowed this forever. Not anymore. Was wondering, it feels nice to think "oh my compassion was being misused" but is that all. Am I still so naive and moronic to let it happen. I think No! It's my need to keep company that I allow such suckers in my periphery. No more. Rememb...

 Yes...Alvira is bored of the mundane life and being blamed for all the wrongs around her. She has decided to take a break from being nice and kind to others. Time to give time and attention to herself. Now she has started to look at options to kindle her joy element. High time...lookie lookie inwards and towards herself to garner happiness for herself instead of looking outside. Now Alvira is busy as usual but not finding faults with herself rather she whole heartedly rejected all that and all those who find fault with her. She is past the "pleasing all" phase of her life...believing forever. Her focus is to be able to do things for herself and remove the blots from her soul due to blames put on her. She is breaking free.